i will stop being creepy now.
when did my days get so filled? it feels a little bit surreal. maybe because i'm so used to the openness of last year, maybe the year before, maybe in high school it used to be like this, too.
but this, this is so much better. i am so happy.
okay, i will admit i've had some red wine, wine that flushes the insides of my veins and heats up the walls, that makes my heart beat slower and faster and my lips curl a little easier. my head feel slightly drowsier and more fogged and yet clearer. i feel excellent in my skin, curled up in my chair wearing pale pink ballet tights and a lovely oversized black hoodie. so comfortable. so happy. i'm not always, but now.
now.
let's live, people. life is excellent.
okay, okay, back to life. tomorrow i have to work ten hours, and i might be demolished after, but
i feel like writing..
(dear meme participators waiting for questions: you'll get them, don't worry. i'm just slow.)
