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sabienne.
you know whom i love? ben gibbard, i fucking love. ben gibbard. i want to crawl inside his brain right now. really.

i will stop being creepy now.

when did my days get so filled? it feels a little bit surreal. maybe because i'm so used to the openness of last year, maybe the year before, maybe in high school it used to be like this, too.

but this, this is so much better. i am so happy.

okay, i will admit i've had some red wine, wine that flushes the insides of my veins and heats up the walls, that makes my heart beat slower and faster and my lips curl a little easier. my head feel slightly drowsier and more fogged and yet clearer. i feel excellent in my skin, curled up in my chair wearing pale pink ballet tights and a lovely oversized black hoodie. so comfortable. so happy. i'm not always, but now.

now.

let's live, people. life is excellent.

okay, okay, back to life. tomorrow i have to work ten hours, and i might be demolished after, but [info]justthekeys is coming over for sleepings, and then on sunday we're meeting [info]ether_radio. omnomnom excitement.

i feel like writing..

(dear meme participators waiting for questions: you'll get them, don't worry. i'm just slow.)
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sabienne.
forever ago i was talking to [info]justthekeys, and i promised i'd get her recs. now, i dwell in a little corner of bandom, so the quantity of fic that reaches me isn't massive, therefore it took me a while to pluck out the better ones. but i hadn't forgotten. so here there are some to start with, for her and [info]softsirens.

i'd rather pick flowers.. )
 
 
sabienne.
22 November 2009 @ 01:03 am
meme time!

Leave me a comment saying "Resistance is Futile."

• I'll respond by asking you five questions so I can satisfy my curiosity
• Update your journal with the answers to the questions
• Include this explanation in the post and offer to ask other people questions

[info]lunarsolargave me my questions.

if you could live anywhere.. )
 
 
sabienne.
i've got thirteen minutes until i have to leave for ballet, and the days are rushing by. i feel like i never eat at home anymore, most of the time i'm stumbling out of the house, off to college or to meet [info]justthekeyssomewhere in the country. this morning i realised that on monday and tuesday combined i've spent six and a half hours on public transit.

which is totally okay with me, but today i've spent zero, and that's a nice change.

inside of me there are a lot of things going on, most of which i cannot put into words. extending that, i do not know how to formulate what's been going on, so. i might end it here.

yesterday on the train home i scribbled a journal entry on the back of some old paper - that's how little time i feel like i have. 'feel' being the keyword here, i'm not as short on time as it might seem. i just fill it up more, which is kind of a strange sensation to me from time to time.

tell me about you?
 
 
sabienne.
11 November 2009 @ 06:05 pm

you know what i've been thinking about, too?

boys in bands playing pool.

this probably has been written before, but imagine that. imagine brendon. (there's a video that shapes the image of brendon playing pool for me too, and i want to link it but am lazy. so lazy.)
 

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sabienne.

i have a sign name, now!

it's really hard to explain with words, but it's nice, it feels like i'm sinking into the world of the deaf more and more. i have a name there, now.

college is busy and friends are busy and work is busy and i'm happy.

today wesley, tabitha and i sat in the college library, played with hand-puppets in the kiddie-corner (no, i do not know why we have one of those. probably because there are people studying to be teachers, too, but.. i'm a little mystified nonetheless), and started writing our children's book. their imagination is wild, i wish i had so much of it. but i don't, so i'm always luring the streets for plots, and writing endless drabbles about nothing. and when i do come up with something akin to plot - i cannot find the words to tell the story.

strange and highly annoying.

anyway, it was really fun. we had sign language after, and though i do like that class, i just wanted to sit there with them until the day was over.

ballet in a little while.

yesterday lien came over so i had to tidy and clean my room - it was so necessary - and you can walk in there now! it's wonderful. we had fun, too, it was lovely to have her here. we ended up giving into our craving for mcdonald's and watched the incredibles after, like the little four year olds we sometimes are.

but really, it was good. i am good, even when i'm not.

wandering off to ballet now. hope you are happy. bring me your words but not your time. take care of yourself. love.

goodnight.

addition about serah.  )
 
 
sabienne.
i really feel like having dinner at chili's. shame the one closest to me is in germany, if it even exists. otherwise it's, uh.. portugal, probably.

yeah, you could tell me to just go to a similar place in the netherlands, but i want that one. the one in waikiki preferably, where it's always cold and there's at least one table filled with EF students on any given night.

such bad awesome food. want want want.

sigh. so, okay, the exam today didn't even go that bad, although i'd only studied about half. i went in giggling and came out laughing, partly because i'm wearing this stone with a really high vibration, partly because i felt like i'd done so bad. you know how it is when you walk out of an examroom, everything always feels worse. except for if you know you've done really well, but.

oh man, i am so hungry.
 
 
 
 

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